POSTED AT 09:23 AM
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di ko na ata magagamit ito...
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lipat kau! POSTED AT 09:23 AM bisita na kau sa bloodyain.multiply.com di ko na ata magagamit ito... 1 comments
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dreaming POSTED AT 07:49 AM andito ako sa multiply ng girlfriend ng aking "friend" well ang sweet at ang cute nila awww... i mean gnito rin yung na-feel ko nung 1st tym kong mkita pics nila at friendster...they look good...looking at them makes me want to walk away...wala lang...she has something that i can't give...that's the reason why i left him...i mean, she's waaaaay more better than i am...besides i don't think i could make him happy...sayang din sila noh...ang tagal na nila eh... iniisip ko tuloy kung makakaabot din kaya kami ng "friend" ko sa ganyan...kiss.hugg.kiss.hugg.kiss.hugg...haiii...walang ganyan eh...iniisip ko tuloy kung may darating na better than him...pero di naman ako desperate...naisip ko lang naman... ang weird nga lang kc parang...2 years have past...pero...hmp! never mind i hate myself because i can't give the love you deserve. i am the only one to blame... di kita dream guy pero you have something! tinitingnan ko tong mga pics ngayon para matauhan lang ako. i'll save it in my computer, to remind me that i can't give what she can't give and i don't deserve your love even if you leave her behind... well, i'm just missing the days when you said you love me...not knowing you still like the girl who left you...and then one day after some serious cold treatment from each other...you're back with her... sige na...i think you'll be happier with her... i can't give the love you deserve... i am the only one to blame... hindi ko lang alam maybe after another 2 years...ano kaya mangyayari sa atin? |
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IRIS POSTED AT 10:53 AM matagal ko nang naririnig ang song na yan. maganda siya pero d ko ito masyado tinangkilik. hindi ko kasi magets ang chorus at di ako maka-relate masyado. importante yun eh. lalo na pag love song. "and i don't want the world to see me/and i don't think that they'll understand/when everything's made to be broken/i just want you to know who i am..." ayaw mong makita ka ng mundo? made to be broken? malabo pa sakin ang kanta eh. pasensya na ah. siguro masyado pang occupied ang utak ko sa kantang, "close to you" by the carpenters at "truly, madly, deeply" ng savage garden at "when you say nothing at all" ni Ronan keating. ano ba yan. Love mode ba ito? ngunit...isang gabi nakikinig ako ng mellow myx habang ngbabasa ng magazine. may narinig akong familiar na tono at lyrics... "and i'd give up forever to touch you/ cause i know that you feel me somehow..." pagtingin ko...si RONAN KEATING!!! so cute! tinigil ko ang pagbabasa ko at inaral ang lyrics. nakatulong ng husto ang lyrics sa myx. maraming salamat. naantig ako sa kanta! siguro kasi occupied ako ngayon. may naaalala ako. maganda na malungkot at the same time. mataas ang tingin ko sa relationship. hindi ako basta-bastang ngsasabing, "mahal mo ako, mahal kita, mahal natin ang isa't isa tayo na at magsama!" (pweh) mataas standards ko. i think about our families, kung mgkaka-vibes b sila. wedding. kasama ang job, money, chuva... very serious. i met him already. i never thought n merong taong tulad nya. pero kinikilala ko parin syempre. pero sa ngayon ok na ok sya. nga pala wala syang interes sa relationships at this point. iba sya. parang pari! too good to be true. walang biro! i believe na high din ang standards nya. parehas kming naniniwala na, "why settle for less when we deserve the best." wala sa muka nya to look at girls romantically. he's not like that. parang bakla nga eh. very quiet din. pero very kulit namn. he's a good friend of mine. marami kaming kinekwento sa isa't isa. ayoko nang umasa ng todo. masasaktan pa ako. isa pa, yung mukang toh, papansinin nya? no way! minsan lang kmi mgkita. at sa bawat oras na nkalaan para sa aming dalawa. nilulubus-lubos ko na. i know na nandito ang feelings ko for him pero ayokong sabihin yun sa kanya. ayoko rin n malaman yun ng ibang tao. ayokong pg-usapan kmi o maranasan n mailang pag-andyan sya. i guess we will just have it this way. he sees me as a friend and i see him as someone more than that. every moment we spend together i do my very best para maka-leave ako ng mark. para maging meaningful ako sa buhay nya. para sa bawat oras na maghihiwalay kami meron syang alaalang panibago na matatago 2ngkol sa amin. un lng... |
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anyone can dream POSTED AT 02:32 AM i have just finished editing my photos and my profile at friendster and the caption of my current photo says, "the creator of the new fashion label, ANJELYKART" haha! Stainless Longganisa pp.165-166 "marami ang magsasabi sa'yong hindi mo makukuha ang gusto mo sa mundo kung hindi mo talaga alam kung ano ito. pero ako, gusto ko lang mabuo ang una kong libro. at naniniwala ako sa prinsipyo sa psychology na nagsasabing para makuha mo ang gusto mo, kailangang nakatatak ito sa isip mo nang buong-buo. visualized. ikaw mismo kumbinsido. kaya gamit ng dot-matrix printer, ginawan ko noon ng mock-up cover ang una kong libro. at yung cover na yun ang itinapal ko sa ibang libro para magmukang published work na nasa pangalan ko: stainless longganisa. By Bob Ong. Instant libro in 5 minutes, home made noong 1999." well...i'm not that desperate yet. Maybe i'll set my mind on money and grades for the moment. I'll make fake bundles of money and pile them in my room. I'll also make four merit cards and frame them on my wall. visualize. hey...i told you anyone can dream but not everyone has the capability of achieving it. |
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windstruck POSTED AT 02:17 AM kakapanood ko lang ng windstruck (Windstruck is a korean movie. if you loved the girl in "My Sassy Girl" then you'll love this.) grabe the very first movie na napa-hagulgol ako ng husto! as in talagang hagulgol kapag naaalala ko yung itsura ko nakakatawa talaga iyak ako ng iyak pano ko mabibida sa inyo na maganda toh e umiyak ako ng husto nung sinalang ko yung disc two! oi diane,jenny,jilly,joan,ashleiy,mindy...punta kayo sa March 28 ah! after ng kahindik-hindik na brokeback mountain itong windstruck sunod natin! speaking of brokeback kinakabahan akong panoorin toh.... super pwede ba sakin toh.... nagulat ako dun ah di ko na-realize na "super pwede ba sakin toh" yung nasulat ko wala akong naramdaman na sinulat ko yung "super" ah promise! nakakatakot.... hehe sige hanap na kayo ng kopya ng windstruck! |
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anyone can dream right? it doesn't matter if i only have the name and not the things that should go with it at this moment. Maybe if i'm brave enough all the things stuck in my head that caused me sleepless nights would come to life. well, that is, as i have said, if i'm brave enough and i really want it! i only have concepts in my head, a name, and a dying dream. there are times i want to go for it and there are times that i would leave as it is, a dream. I don't know...I don't know...I guess coming up with a name is a good sign. I think it acts like a motivating force. everytime i see it, (feel it, taste it, smell it?)hear it, it will remind me about my first love, Art and sharing it to people. well, bob ong did it too and he succeeded. could it happen to me too?