pesteng swimsuit! POSTED AT 02:08 AM ang corny ng sinulat ko sa swimsuit kapag nakikita ko yung swimsuit gusto kong sumuka di kanaman cute eh! sabi na nga masyado tayong padalos-dalos porket magaling kang mang-akit kumagat ako peste ka! pero andyan ka na buti nalang mura ka lang di pa kita nagagamit ganto pakiramdam ko di bale papapayat nalang ako para umayos lam mo it's not you eh it's me let's work this out pare haiiii.... swimsuit... 2 comments
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swimsuit POSTED AT 03:09 AM Pumunta kami ng pamilya ko sa Robinsons kahapon kasi may bibilhin na pagkain. Habang naroon kami sa grocery store, naisip kong humiwalay at pumunta sa expressions kasi may bibilhin ako. Matapos bilhin ang dapat bilhin, nag-pasya akong mag-ikot. Inisip ko ring hanapin ang mga kaklase ko kasi alam kong narito sila. Mamaya-maya’y nakita ko sila Nikka, mica, at cheryll. Natuwa ako at sumabit ako agad sa kanila.
Sa pagsabit ko nalaman kong gusto rin pala ni nikka bumili ng bagong swimsuit. Dumaan kami ng penshoppe kaso ang sabi ng mga tao doon eh, nasa Sta. lucia pa ang hinahanap ni nikka. Nung napadaan naman kami sa Department store may nakita akong mannequin na naka swimsuit. Hinila ko agad si nikka. Nag-ikot kami at nagsukat ng swimsuit. Ang sarap pala ng pakiramdam na mamasyal kasama ang mga kaibigan. Nagdadaldalan kami sa fitting room tapos nagtitinginan kung bagay ba o hindi ang sinukat at nagtutulungan pa sa pag-pili ng swimsuit.
May natipuhan akong swimsuit (two piece). Hindi sya katulad ng kadalasan nating nakikita na pink, blue, yellow o kung ano pang candy colored swimsuit na nakakapag-agaw ng atensyon ng mga batang tulad natin. Black and shades of blue ang combo nya. May flowers din pero hindi ka naman mahihilo sa itsura nito. Hindi naman sya masyado agaw pansin na mapapa-wow yung tao. Wala naman ito masyado masabi sa mundo, simple sya at swimsuit sya.
Sinukat ko. Ayos! Napaka-komportable ng dating basta ang sarap ng feeling. Sabi ng friends ko ayos lang naman daw.
Tamang-tama naman siya. Komportable ako kapag suot ko. Hindi ito yung tipong hihila ka ng hihila o huhugot ng huhugot. May pera nga naman ako. 495 lang siya. Maganda naman ang kulay. Kahit hindi naman mapapa-wow yung tao. Ayus lang. Kaso…may pakiramdam akong dapat makakuha ako ng swimsuit na isang tingin lang, masasabi ko nang “ito ang gusto ko” Gusto ko mapapa-wow ang tao o maraming sasang-ayon na maganda ang napili ko. Maganda ang nakuha ko pero inisip kong malaki ang mundo. Paano kung may nakita akong masmaganda? Hindi kaya magsisi ako? Baka naman masyado akong nagpapadalos-dalos?.Ayos siya pero may hinahanap pa ako. Hindi pa ako makuntento. Pinabayaan ko nalang at inisip ko na hindi lang naman yan ang makikita kong swimsuit, marami pa dyan. Maaaring maganda sya ngayon pero bukas ewan mo. Makakalimutan ko rin yan. Masyadong mabilis ang mga pangyayari. Siya lang sinukat ko, siya lang ang pinili ko, hindi pa ako nagsukat at siya na nga ba ang bibilhin ko? Kahit ayos, parang ang bilis. Hindi ba delikado yun? Iniwanan na namin. Kulang sa Spark.
Matagal din kaming nag-ikot nila Nikka hanggang sa nakita naming sila Pate. Pinakita ko kay pate sabi ni Pate, ayos lang naman daw. Hindi ko parin binili.
Ikot-ikot ulit kami hanggang sa nakita ko na tatay ko tapos sinabi ko sa kanya. Binida ko yung swimsuit at sinabi kong mura lang naman tapos sabi niya, “Bakit hindi mo binili?” Okey bibilhin ko na! Naroon pa sila Nikka at hinatak ko naman siya agad. Masaya ako pero nagdadalawang isip parin ako. Parang ang bilis talaga. Wala man lang kahirap-hirap. Binayaran ko na ito at ilang beses kong sinusuot sa bahay. Sukat-sukat sa kwarto. Nung nakuha ko sya, ang ganda talaga! Natanggap ko na rin kasi andyan na eh. Wala na akong magagawa. If ever may nakita pa akong masmaganda yung tipong wow! Babaliwalain ko nalang siguro. Meron pa naman ako eh. O kung may pera ako bibilhin ko. Pero mukang imposible yun kasi masyado akong pihikan at mabagal sa ganyan.
Kitams? Buti nalang hinintay niya ako. Buti nalang hindi siya nabili ng iba. Kung nabili naman siya ng iba maiinis ako kasi, ang engot ko! May pera no, tapos kmoportable na hindi pa kinuha! Matapos magmukmok sasabihin kong dibale in the first place hindi naman ito ang aking dream swimsuit. Biglaan lang. Pero kung sakaling hindi ko sya nabili, hihilingin ko paring sana andun parin sya kahit alam kong marami pang iba. Pero it will pass din kasi hindi nga naman ito ang aking dream swimsuit. Lilipas din yan. Sanay na ako sa ganyan eh kasi buon buhay ko ganyan ang ugali ko.
Nakakatawa talaga. Hindi naman ganito ang dream swimsuit ko pero sinukat ko parin. Kahit maganda naman parang ayaw ko pang bilhin. Masmaganda pa ang inaasahan kong dumating kaya iniwanan ko. Pero tingnan nyo pagdating sa huli binili ko rin at hindi ako mapakali kakasukat. Naisip ko ring unique sya kasi maraming nawiwili sa candy colored swimsuits at kakaibang design bukod sa flowers. Minsan combo pa. Ganyan din ako kaya nga medyo hesitant pa akong bilhin yung swimsuit, pero matagal na pagde-desisyon ang naganap bago ko sya natanggap.
Totoo bang kung paano ka mamili ng mga bagay-bagay e parang ganon ka rin sa pagpili ng taong papapasukin mo sa buhay mo? No wonder I’m still single and happy. Feeling: surprised |
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far away POSTED AT 10:51 AM yes... after the christmas party on monday, BAKAsssYON na! i was just reading a book entitled "Pictures of Hollis Woods" then I've read a line that struck me. Dahil "na-struck" ako, andito na ako... to shshshshaaaare... the line goes: "No one knows you. You can be different, you can be good, know what I mean?" that happens when you are in a "new" place... no one knows you... you can be different... wish ko ito dati... i guess these thoughts come to mind when a person realizes that she has done a lot of bad things and she wants to start a whole new life... you know... bagong buhay matagal ko nang wish ito... I guess it is better to have these thoughts than suicidal ones...
I would always think of running, running, and running... just going... somewhere out there... I want to have a new start... to be born again... "be careful in what you wish for, it might come true." so it was granted. I was happy at first... very excited too... then I remembered something... "this world is full of sacrifices" I was so greedy... I was so happy for a wish that was granted... I can run and walk away and live again... but I forgot that I'll leave A LOTof things (living things,actually) I was so greedy... I forgot that I will leave one of the most special person in my life... Sorry... sorry... ang sakim ko.... sorry.... wala talga akong kwenta... "you'll only know ones worth once its gone..." I love you! Feeling: depressed |
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harry potter POSTED AT 09:21 AM grabe ang astig ng harry potter and the goblet of fire... grabe ang scenes! grabe ang action! pero parang nabitin ako sa story... sa dinami ba naman ng harry potter movies na pinanood ko ngayon lang ako nagka-crush sa kanya! ang cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute ni daniel! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!! grabe! tapos si cedric! ang cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute ni Robert ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!! ano ba yan! ang saya ko talaga. daniel and robert! you rock! masubukan ngang magbasa ng harry potter. never pa akong nakabasa nun e. dinadaanan ko lang.... ewan pero... sige na nga try... daniel and robert! you rock! Feeling: crazy |
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credenda POSTED AT 07:02 AM
Turn away from the crowd and its fruitless pursuit to fame and gold. Never look back as you close your door to the sorry tumult of greed and ambition. Wipe away your tears of failure and misfortune. Lay aside your heavy load and rest until your heart is still. Be at peace. Already it is later than you think, for your earthly life, at best, is only the blink of an eye between two eternities. Be unafraid. Nothing here can harm you except yourself. Do that which you dread and cherish those victories with pride. Concentrate your energy. To be everywhere is to be nowhere. Be jealous of your time, since it is your greatest treasure. Reconsider your goals. Before you set your heart too much on anything, examine how happy they are who already possess what you desire. Love your family and count your blessings. Reflect on how eagerly they would be sought if you did not have them. Put aside your impossible dreams and complete the task at hand no matter how distasteful. All great achievements came from working and waiting. Be patient. God’s delays are never God’s denials. Hold on. Hold fast. Know that your paymaster is always near. What you sow, good or evil, that you will reap. Never blame your condition on others. You are what you are through your choice alone. Learn to live with honesty and poverty, if you must, and turn to more important matters than transporting gold to your grave. Never meet trouble halfway. Anxiety is the rust of life; when you add tomorrow’s burdens to today’s their weight becomes unbearable. Avoid the mourner’s bench and give thanks, instead, for your defeats. You would not receive them if you did not need them. Always learn from others. He who teaches himself has a fool for a master. Be careful. Do not overload your conscience. Conduct your life as if it were spent in an arena filled with tattlers. Avoid boasting. If you see anything in you that puffs you with pride look closer and you will find more than enough to make you humble. Be wise. Realize that all men are not created equal, for there is no equality in nature yet no man was ever born whose work was not born with him. Work everyday as if your first, yet tenderly treat the lives you touch as if they will all end at midnight. Love everyone, even those who deny you, for hate is a luxury you cannot afford. Seek out those in need. Learn that he who delivers with one hand will always gather with two. Be of good cheer. Above all, remember that very little is needed to make a happy life. Look up. Reach out. Cling simply to God and journey quietly on your pathway to forever with charity and a smile. When you depart it will be said by all that your legacy was a better world than the one you found. galing po ito sa THE GIFT OF ACABAR written by OG MANDINO and BUDDY KAYE |
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